A few years ago there was a film that was pretty fascinating, caught people’s attention, and became a bit of a sensation – not so much for the storyline, which frankly wasn’t that riveting – but because of how it was filmed. In short, the creative team, the cast of this project basically committed to working 2 weeks, every year for 12 years on filming something where the script wasn’t even completed when they began shooting. The writer had a basic plot idea for all the characters and had an ending in mind, but everything in between was very fluid and kind of evolved as things developed based on how those two weeks of filming went each year. It’s the first film in movie-making history to have it worked on in this staggered fashion over such an extended period of time. Which was incredibly risky and innovative for everyone attached to this project. But resulted in what was one of the most critically acclaimed films winning a bunch of awards.
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The movie Boyhood is a drama that follows the growth of the main character Mason from age 6 to 18 years old. As I said, the story itself wasn’t very memorable. I couldn’t tell you any of the plot twists that took place. What made it fascinating was basically seeing this kid grow up in 2 and a half hours (not to mention the rest of the cast aging as well) There was an authenticity that no costume designer or special effects team could ever bring to the cinema.
For everyone involved in the project, the end result was unlike anything they had experienced in their careers before. Patricia Arquette and Ethan Hawke who have been recognizable actors each with about 30 years of work in the film industry would see themselves age in a way on screen that few in Hollywood would feel comfortable doing. But for the youngest actor who was the focal point of the film, Ellar Coltrane it had a much deeper impact.
Starting this process as a child actor at age 6, and continuing to work on this throughout his young life, the whole thing felt something like a summer camp experience. Many of the same people on set were there year to year… they grew as a cast together… And here he was as a young boy not simply learning the craft of acting, but just growing up himself as a boy into a young man. When the film was finished and the premiere occurred, Ellar found the line between the fictitious character and himself as a young man was a bit confusing. His initial reaction to viewing this film where he got to see himself physically grow up in such a dramatically edited way was a bit mindblowing – or as he describes it “it was brutal. It was very emotional… I was laid out for a couple of days…Even though it’s not me, there is a lot of me in that character. It’s hard to describe, but it’s easy to worry about who you are and what you’ve become and forgetting who you are.
The irony of Ellar’s confusion is that personalized one of the questions the film wants its viewers to delve into: Who are you?
That’s one of the most universal, philosophical questions that everyone has to face at some point in their lives – Who am I – why am I here? For the most part – even if we have reflected on that in the past – with the busy-ness of daily life, we kind of push that aside as we run from one thing to the next… until we stumble upon a film like Boyhood or go through some major life event that our defenses come down and we find ourselves thinking about those questions.
Many might answer that question by what they do; what they study – where they do those things – I’m a plumber… I’m studying biology… I’m from New Jersey. Those things give details about a person’s life, but it’s not really a complete answer. Others might add “I’m a husband/a wife” “I am a mother/father to three children” which gives some more important information about a person’s life commitments… but there still seems something missing…
Who are you?
Today’s scriptures offer an answer that on the surface seems overly simplistic, but is anything but. The Psalm we sang together – We are his people, the sheep of his flock – goes hand and hand with the Gospel for tonight. Being sheep – of the shepherd… That image can be hard to accept – especially for Americans. We like to believe that we’re strong; self-made; independent people. And sure, there is an element of self-reliance that is admirable and should be expected as we grow up. But it’s the height of arrogance for us to think that we somehow willed ourselves into being; or that we’re able to continue to exist simply by our own power or authority.
We have a source of being… a creator. Who, of all the ways of expressing that relationship of Creator-Creatures, He uses this very gentle, loving image of being one of His Sheep. The Gospel is interesting. Every year on this 4th Sunday of Easter we hear one of the “Good Shepherd” narratives. This year’s selection is probably the shortest of the variations we could have heard in that three-year cycle. But in that short passage, the line that stood out for me was Jesus talking about us his sheep, and saying “… I know them.”
Knowing in the bible often refers to much greater depth and intimacy than we so often use the word. Jesus is not saying “I know so and so” in a general manner, to express familiarity. Jesus knows us.
He knows our curiosity, our desires, our dreams;
He knows our fragileness, our brokenness, our imperfections, our sinfulness;
He knows our potential, the greatness locked within…
He knows us…
And with all of those things, the crazy, complexity that makes you and I the unique, individual, loved creations we are of His, He tells us that He doesn’t just know us, He loves us… I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish. No one can take them out of my hand… That’s how God looks at us. That’s how Jesus sees us… as His beloved sheep that he has laid down his life for.
But it’s up to us to own that… to recognize that… to accept that… to want it. To want to be a member of the flock. To make that choice to do so. To live that choice comes about not simply saying those words “sure, I am His” – but as Jesus tells us, comes about by listening to his voice… following Him.
Much like the actor Ellar Coltrane every so often we catch a glimpse, we can see ourselves growing and that can be a little scary. We see ourselves growing in our relationship with God. We go from our first inkling that there is something out there an entity or a thing or it. Then we begin to realize that it might be more like a person. And finally, that person becomes revealed to us as Jesus Christ along with His Father and the Holy Spirit that He sends us. So far so good.
But much like Ellar’s experience, it’s scary to see ourselves growing sometimes especially as we grow into a relationship with Christ. Because that is awesome and that is demanding at the same time. And it can be scary because He offers us so much and what he is asking for in return is our trust, our love, our lives.
Pope Francis a few years ago to a gathering of millions of youth said – if we want our lives to have meaning and fulfillment… Put on Faith – and your life will take on a new flavor, it will have a compass to show you the way; Put on Hope – and every one of your days will be enlightened and your horizon will no longer be dark but luminous; Put on Love – and your life will be built on rock, your journey will be joyful …
If we do these things, if we allow ourselves to learn from our experiences; instead of being scared by seeing how much we change then we will not mind being one of His Sheep. Sheep don’t just follow any voice; they have learned the shepherd’s voice and find great peace and confidence in following them. They know the shepherd will not bring them to harm, but help them find the best grass and water.
What voices do you hear and follow? Are you confident they will bring you to the best things in life? Listening to the voices of the world — those in the media, and those in politics can be risky and many times harmful. Tuning them out and returning to the voice of our Shepherd guarantees “good things.” Does that mean a life without trouble … no, but it does mean we will know who we truly are – and who we become: one with the God who never changes. And that is a good thing.